Is Breast Best? – When Breastfeeding Doesn’t Work

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This week is World Breastfeeding Week. But really – is breast best?
Is breast best when breastfeeding doesn't work

Is Breast Best?

Most medical sources would tell you that it is really important to breastfeed. Current W.H.O. guidelines are to breastfeed until at least 2 years of age.
The NHS website recommends to breastfeed until at least 6 months, and beyond to still breast feed as you wean onto solid foods.

The Benefits of Breastfeeding

Lots of research has shown that breast milk can provide lots of benefits to your baby such as
  • Protecting against infections
  • Preventing obesity in later life
  • Reducing the risks of heart disease in later life 

and even goes so far as saying that breastfeeding can reduce the risks of S.I.D.S.

There is further research out there saying that breastfeeding reduces the risks to the mother of having certain types of cancer in the future.
So breast is best right?

But What Happens if it Doesn’t Work for You?

The NHS website has a section on “myth busting” where in response to the “myth” that some women don’t produce enough milk they state that “almost all women are physically able to breastfeed”.
This statement irritates me slightly, as I do feel that it has an element of shaming those who cannot breastfeed. I know that I couldn’t.

My Story

I really tried to breastfeed my little girl. 15 years before she was born I’d had a breast uplift operation, and I wasn’t sure if that would affect breastfeeding. I was delighted when I started leaking milk just before she was born.
However, her birth was not entirely straightforward or easy. I was induced at 38 weeks, had a 36 hour fruitless labour where I just did not dilate and ended up having an emergency caesarean.
We were both given intravenous antibiotics due to an infection, and kept in hospital for 5 days after her birth.
In hospital I really tried to breast feed. The hospital midwives there were really pushing me to  breast feed but no colostrum or milk seemed to come. My little girl also didn’t seem to latch properly, although the midwives said she was doing fine. I felt anxious that I was not feeding my little girl and that she was constantly hungry.
At the end of day 2 my little girl was very jaundiced, but the midwives insisted I carry on trying to breastfeed. They provided a big industrial breast pump, but I still didn’t really produce much milk.
By the end of day 3 I still didn’t feel as though I was feeding her properly, and she was really losing weight. Then, and only then, the hospital midwives accepted that I could use formula. Finally my little one put on some weight. But I still did not feel the breast feeding was working for me.

Out of Hospital

I carried on trying to breastfeed for 3 weeks. It seemed as though I was spending 24 hours a day feeding. We bought an expensive Medala breast pump machine, I practically spent the day with it attached to me. I saw the midwife for a session on latching. Nothing worked, I really wasn’t producing enough milk. After 3 weeks I admitted defeat as my milk production dropped lower and lower.
I felt so dreadful, like I had failed as a mother. Even though I had said to myself before having my baby that I wouldn’t put too much pressure on myself, I think that the experience in hospital had really made me feel ashamed that I was not producing enough milk. Thank goodness that the health visitor and practice midwife were so supportive. I have heard many stories where the mums weren’t so supported, where they beat themselves up for much longer over how breastfeeding wasn’t working for them.
What Did I take From All This?
This may seem like a very NHS bashing piece. I would hate if you went away thinking that, as overall my care and treatment was excellent, but I do fear that breast feeding is pushed too heavily into new mothers. I worry that there is a bit of a culture to shame new mums who cannot breast feed, or just choose to formula feed.
After all, it is a choice at the end of the day.
Even as an intelligent older mum with a medical background I felt very pressured in the hospital. Like it wasn’t a choice to use formula. And even though I had told myself I wouldn’t be upset if I couldn’t breast feed, I still beat myself up so much when it just didn’t and couldn’t happen for me.

So – Is Breast Best?

Yes, it is certainly beneficial to breast feed if you can, and I would never say otherwise. But it is also much better to be able to spot when your newborn isn’t feeding normally. And to be able to know where to reach out to a good support system that will be able to guide you to the best option for you and your baby objectively. Breast is not best if it isn’t working for you. And there is no shame in that.
I’d love to find out your opinions on this piece. I’ve got good friends who found breast feeding very easy, some that found it hard but they managed through it, and others that could not do it at all like myself. Do leave your thoughts in the box below, or contact me on social media.
Enjoyed this? Why not read my blog on getting Pregnant at 43 ; Being an Older Mum
Or do read this post about how breastfeeding nearly sent Leah into depression – homefamilylife.co.uk
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10 Replies to “Is Breast Best? – When Breastfeeding Doesn’t Work”

  1. Nancy says:

    Great insights. I chose to bottle feed as breastfeeding made me uncomfortable. This post really shed some light. Thanks

    Reply
    1. Jo Boyne says:

      Thank you Nancy. I just think that it is so important that we have a right to choose, and some mums don’t feel that we do. I certainly felt pressured whilst in hospital.

      Reply
  2. Philippa Riley says:

    Very good post. My little girl struggled with latch despite it seeming ok in hospital. I had engorgement, blocked ducts and then was on medication which meant I couldn’t breastfeed. I struggled to maintain my supply and as a result I fed my daughter formula and expressed milk too. Fed is best and it’s really important not to judge people on the feeding choices they make for their babies.

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    1. Jo Boyne says:

      Thank you so much for your comment. A really valid point about not judging others feeding choices. Fed is definitely best.

      Reply
  3. Kendra says:

    Thank you so much for writing this. I felt so much pressure, shame, and heartache for not being able to nurse my son. I was able to pump and bottle feed him but like you said you feel like you’re strapped to a machine all day when pumping.

    I completely agree that there is way too much pressure to breast feed. My son would latch but wouldn’t suckle and he dropped a lot of weight due to it. The lactation consultants kept blaming my body for the problem… my nipples weren’t the correct shape, my breast were too large for him, etc… I already felt so self conscious about my body and these comments didn’t help. I remember at one point starting to get upset in front of the lactation consultant and she was wondering why I was crying and I said I’m frustrated. She took a step back and reassured me that it’s difficult.

    I received great care, but I think that hospitals and lactation consultants need to be more sensitive to these women who are having a difficult time.

    They made me sign a paper saying whether or not I was planning on breastfeeding… why does that matter and why do I have to sign… things change. My son after being a month old decided he would breastfeed… I exclusively pumped before hand. And then after 3 months he stopped breast feeding… and now I still pump and bottle feed. Whatever… who cares. In my eyes, fed is best.

    Reply
    1. Jo Boyne says:

      That is so sad that you were made to feel so self conscious at a time when you should be just enjoying the new baby and your achievement of bringing a new life to the world.
      You are a great mother however you feed!
      And yes, things do change and don’t always go to plan. In fact the one thing about babies I’ve found is that they are all very different and every week they change so they are impossible to plan! Thank you so much for your comment, and lots of love to to your little boy.

      Reply
  4. Mackenzie Glanville says:

    During my pregnancy my breasts need grew, changed or leaked. I was and still am a size c breast, and have never had surgery or anything happen with my breasts. My daughter arrived healthy one day early and weighed a healthy 8 pound, she was immediately on my breast and I fell in love. She latched on like a champion, no pain for me, she sucked away happily. Eventually though no matter how long and properly she was latched on, she started screaming a lot and started dropping weight. She was starving, after days in the private hospital she was so hungry that we had to start topping her up, I was then moved to a mother baby unit, I was seen by doctors, midwives, 2 seperate lactation specialists and even the paediatrician. We tried natural remedies, breast pumps, medication, and even as she fed from my breast we had a tube that supplied her formula. No matter what the stats say I couldn’t make enough milk and yet I was abused by a couple of family members and made to feel like a horrible mum for topping up my baby (to keep her alive) with formula. The same occurred with my next two babies too. My second birth was as I would best describe a ‘hippie’ type birth, naked, no lights on, very spiritual, still no milk other than like 20 ml. my son was a unexpected C-section at 35 weeks. All different births, but all left me with no changes in my breasts, I know breast is best, but I wish mums who bottle feed for whatever reason, be it milk supply, pain, or simply because they choose not too didn’t have to be shamed! We are never more vulnerable as a woman and to be made to feel like we failed is just plain terrible! Thank you so much for being part of the #ABloggingGoodTime Link Up

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    1. Jo Boyne says:

      Oh Mackenzie how horrible that you were made to feel bad about this. I do feel lucky that my practice midwife and health visitor really did not judge when I decided to give up, as they could see that I had done all I could. So did you, in fact it sounds as though you went above and beyond. Fed is best. All my best wishes.

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  5. Katie Davis says:

    Totally agree. I only managed 9 weeks of breastfeeding and felt hugely guilty but actually when I switched to the bottle she was a completely different baby and it was what was right!
    thanks for linking to #ablogginggoodtime

    Reply
    1. Jo Boyne says:

      Thank you, I think it’s really hard isn’t it? When lots of people around us are saying it’s ‘better’ to give breast and we are giving ourselves such a hard time too. We should trust our instincts more

      Reply

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